Well it has been a while since I have updated the page. We have had quite a bit going on. We recently found out that we are pregnant!!!! When I took the test I could hardly believe it!!! Any emotion that I felt as a mother was quadrupled!! I missed my Carly wishing that I had her in my arms, so that I could tell her she was going to be a big sister. Then I realized she already knew, she was the one getting him or her ready to come to our family. I miss her so much. The only thing that gives me any sense of comfort is knowing that because of the covenants Will and I have made in the temple, as long as we prove faithful, we will have her again.
When I first found out I was pregnant I had a lot of emotion. Guilt, joy, excitement, happiness, apprehensive. I realized what a blessing it is for us to have gotten pregnant with Carly and didn't understand what we had done in our lives to be blessed again. I guess that Heavenly Father really does love us and he knows how much joy we received having Carly.
I find myself thinking I wonder how much this baby will look like Carly. Will he or she have Carly's sweet and patient disposition? Will I be able to tell him or her about their big sister and do her justice?
So we are 16 weeks today and hope to find out soon if it is a boy or girl. We are hoping for a girl, but will not send a boy back!!!!!! We feel extremely blessed to have the opportunity.
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All those emotions are normal Heather, you and will have been through so much.
We are so happy for you both. All is well, Heavenly Father is in charge and he knows what is best - Always!!!
You are in our prayers, we love you so much.
Aunt Cherrie and Uncle Ron
Can't wait to meet little Isaiah! Glad to be in the loop with the family blogs...see you at your shower!! told libbs i'd love to help, so hopefully she'll let me ;)
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